It's me!

I love loving things and I hate hating things. I made this site to hopefully keep me where I want to be. If you're seeing this now, uh oh! I am still setting up the site, sorryy. Thank you Teppy for the site layout.

What do I love?

I love movies, shows, stories, and games. Especially when they're horror. I love to feel. Pokemon soul silver was very dear to me.

Here are some favourites:

Re-animator (1985)

Outlast (2013)

It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia (2005)

Community (2009)

Yellowjackets (2021)

Behind the Mask: The Rise of Leslie Vernon (2006)

And the hate?

I struggle with my sense of self. I'm sure it's there, but I want to know it. I'd feel better if I knew it. Most of my life has been somewhat unsatisfactory; recent years have been better. I love my field of study, I love my family, I love my friends. I hate how long it took me to get here. I hate knowing that I could love a lot more if I just learned to be present. There's a lot I can't remember, apparently as protection, but I remember the worst things anyway so all it has achieved is frustrating me. I hate not remembering. I hate not knowing who I was and how I've changed. I'd like to reclaim my life, remember it, and be someone who I recognise.